biddie1919's Xanga

CAUTION:VERY EMO

Mon, 16 Oct 2006 23:22:20 GMT

1277!?!??!?! it's been that many days and I'm still updating this beast? who would have known.

my averatec blew up. literally.

about damn time. i hate that piece of shit. i called my dad and had a breakdown. i am falling behind in school for no reason. my grandma has shrunk to less than 80 pounds. i work 30 hours this week on top of a test and multiple papers. i have 3 unnecessary meetings. thursday and friday i'm volunteering over 20 hours for fall tommie days for admissions. why is my life so fucking hectic?i want to go home and just be free.

i wish i could just BE. that sounds weird but i just want to live without any other pressure on me from ANYTHING. i'm so sick and tired of everyone dumping all this shit onto me at the same time. gee,i'm sorry i can't do all 200 things you requested of me this week,st.thomas, BECAUSE OF YOU I NEVER SLEEP. seriously.

i just want to go to chatfield until the end and be there for her.

whatever, i told you this was emo.

PEACE OUT

forever young

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 02:30:58 GMT

i am going into my third year of college.

WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN

since when did i become so old? when did everything become more about money, jobs and relationships and less about having fun? was it when we were 15 wanting so badly to be just a little bit older? or was it after high school when we learned how to be our own people and live without parents for the first times in our lives? when did life stop being so easy-going and spontaneous, and start being so planned, organized, and too damn real?

WHY DO WE GROW UP SO FAST?!

that's what i want to know.

i don't care what anyone says, i will always be 16 at heart.

summertime.

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 16:52:58 GMT

Well, it looks like we're half way through the 20th summer of my life.

And really, there's not much to say about it except that I have the greatest friends on the face of the earth.

I'm considering doing a brief photo update on my next day off (thursday). Only if you leave comments though.

BYEZ

Monday, May 22, 2006

Mon, 22 May 2006 15:46:36 GMT

so i guess it's time for another entry....it's been 3 months

GOOD NEWS:

SUMMER

HERE!!!!!!

i'm not sure if you know this, but summer is hands down my favorite season

WHY YOU ASK?!

1. flip-flops

2. no school (kinda)

3. sunshine

4. beach volleyball

5. my birthday

6. sleeping in

7. sunglasses

8. road trips

9. driving around

10. casually staying up until 4 am because it's just the thing to do

11. the 4th of july

12. western days

13. seeing all my bff's again

14. bonfires

15. rainstorms

16. freshly cut grass

17. basically anything else pleasant and good you can think of!

So, I'm not sure if you heard, but my big 20th birthday is coming up. I'm not sure if this is normal, but i have an intense fear of turning 20. i never want to stop being a teenager. i wish i could just keep losing years for the next 5 instead of getting older. getting older means more responsibility and the less acceptance of immaturity. both things that i am NOT into. i'll forever be a child at heart, but it's just getting smaller and smaller as i grow up. so basically, i have decided to not acknowledge that i turn 20 this year. instead i will be turning 19 part II. i feel like i should just give this age another chance, since it was one of my favorite years.

That's pretty much all I've got right now in terms of a Xanga update. Sorry. I'll try to update more frequently this summer, since I'm sensing a re-birth of sorts in the Xanga world.

have a good one

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Sat, 25 Feb 2006 19:41:52 GMT

xanga is soooooo dead.

but i just want to show the world how we do birthday parties:

is it just me or are we celebrities in hollywood?

yes, that's a limo behind us.

yes, that was for a 20th birthday party

and yes, we are really that cool.

you all just get ready for the 21st's to come. they'll be wicked crazy.

sidenote: denise and i are having a big double birthday party blowout....i guess if you're lucky enough to know when our birthdays are then you'll probably be there?

have a good one

AND HEY, leave a comment? please?

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 21:55:00 GMT

HELLO xanga.

you little bitch.

okay, i was recently considering what to do with my life. and by recently i mean at the beginning of the school year. anyways, i decided (shockingly enough) to be a double major double minor.

Spanish & Education; Biology and English minors.

in a recent chat with my roommates; we decided that the fact that i'm doing so many random ass major/minors is a reflection on my COMPLETELY HORRIBLE DECISION MAKING SKILLS.

i agree.

so i'm like dying in classes because i'm indecisive. completely makes sense. i knew someday it would ruin my life.

anyways-in other news, i'm very excited to go home next weekend for AMBER ERICKSON'S 20TH BIRTHDAY PARTY YEAH!!!!!!!!!

I'M ALSO super excited to go shopping tonight and saturday to get a hott ass outfit for the fiesta. god i can't wait!

super old news of the month-shelley and casey had their baby!!! refer to my facebook photos if you want to see pictures caleb is so cute!

whatever, i'm going to go since i can't make this entry anymore interesting.

have a good one

(ps-check out the book i'm reading. it's for my weird ass spanish film class. yeah. all the films are in SPANISH. with no subtitles. i love it)

Thursday, January 26, 2006

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 23:39:27 GMT

Listen up XANGA....

I have a myspace. I've had it for a while.

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendID=24315031

I also have facebook. (if you have it obviously look me up). Both of which are 10 times cooler in my opinion now. I don't know what the hell happened to Xanga, but picture entries used to get a little more than 1 COMMENT.

I'm not saying that this is the end, but it's probably goodbye for a little while. Yeah, I'll still read my subscriptions. Yeah, I'll still comment when I feel like it, but I'm probably not going to put my heart and soul into another update for at least a month. (which will probably only be like a week when I'm back at school and bored out of my MIND.)

have a good one

by the way, adding to the list of men i'm in love with...last night I fell in love with Billy Currington. google his images and you'll know why. LOVVVVVE

Thursday, January 19, 2006

Thu, 19 Jan 2006 00:00:15 GMT

i stole this from cora!

sorry it's lame?

ps-i'm so over xanga.

Open iTunes and go to your library to answer the following. Answer no matter how embarrassing it is.

How many songs: 1,974

Sort by song title:
First Song: 'Til I Get Over You - Michelle Branch

Last Song: Zoot Suit Riot - Cherry Poppin' Daddies

Sort by time:
Shortest Song: Intro - Kanye West

Longest Song: Comedy CD - Mitch Hedberg (THAT IS MATT'S I HATE THAT SHIT)

Sort by album:
First Song: Here We Go - 'Nsync
Last Song: Back To Good - Matchbox 20

Top Five Most Played Songs:
1) While You Loved Me - Rascal Flatts
2) Through With You - Maroon 5
3) Angel - Matt Nathanson
4) Cowboy Take Me Away - Dixie Chicks
5) Since You've Been Gone - Kelly Clarkson

Recently Played
1) Thriller - Michael Jackson
2) Count Me In - Deana Carter
3) My Own Worst Enemy - Lit
4) Bleed - Anna Nalick
5) Criminal - Fiona Apple

First song that comes up on Shuffle:
Party For Two - Shania Twain & Billy Currington

well shit. that was way less exciting than i thought it would be.

here's a little sample of what's been going down over break (which i still have 11 more days of):

(even though I shouldn't even be wasting my time on a real xanga update)

a few of us playas from new years eve: (sometimes i get slightly into photoshop)

me and aaron (who left for iraq ) at black bear on new years --post confetti

me kari katie and scott fromt he night BEFORE at black bear (what can i say, we love it there)

shelley's baby shower:

sledding!

me and jill before skankgate

briana riding a sweet ass bike through wal-mart

matt and amber displaying the fine dining at holiday gas station

me vanzona and shelley at one of the number one hangout spots in duluth (gary new-duluth milkhouse)

i apparently have no other cool pictures from break.

here's some from the thanksgiving hunting rave:

me and hannula being all gangsta:

all the girls:

(sorry it's all screwed up but i had to use a disposable camera since matt totally ganked mine to the cities)

me and jags

meand amber looking totally weird

hiding out by the gnome:

THE END.

have a good one

ps=so excited for the brad/sara/billy concert on wednesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, January 14, 2006

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 16:01:20 GMT

1002

days

Xanga.

damn YO.

Saturday, December 31, 2005

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 21:54:58 GMT

it's really hard to upload shit when you're on dial-up. GOSH.

so completely stoked for the wonderful new years eve night that we have planned it will be fabulous-i have a good feeling!

THANK GOD 2005 is over. talk about the most whack year of my life.

the past two nights i have gone to the casino. first night i lost 11 dollars. yesterday i went to play blackjack under interesting conditions and won 15 smackers. HOW EXCITING! fuckin black bear. what a bitch.

god my entries suck lately. so does xanga. facebook is just 10 times cooler. even myspace is more exciting. WHERE DID YOU GO XANGA?! I remember the days where people would update 2-3 times a day and it would be normal. Or when you'd come home from school and check to see who updated in the Denfeld blogring. I guess Xanga is a high school thing?

i'm out to enjoy the super great night - call my cell if you wnat to hang before i leave (don't worry-you have 4 more weeks!)

HAPPY 2006!

have a good one