| CAUTION:VERY EMO1277!?!??!?! it's been that many days and I'm still updating this beast? who would have known. my averatec blew up. literally. about damn time. i hate that piece of shit. i called my dad and had a breakdown. i am falling behind in school for no reason. my grandma has shrunk to less than 80 pounds. i work 30 hours this week on top of a test and multiple papers. i have 3 unnecessary meetings. thursday and friday i'm volunteering over 20 hours for fall tommie days for admissions. why is my life so fucking hectic?i want to go home and just be free. i wish i could just BE. that sounds weird but i just want to live without any other pressure on me from ANYTHING. i'm so sick and tired of everyone dumping all this shit onto me at the same time. gee,i'm sorry i can't do all 200 things you requested of me this week,st.thomas, BECAUSE OF YOU I NEVER SLEEP. seriously. i just want to go to chatfield until the end and be there for her. whatever, i told you this was emo. PEACE OUT |
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| - YOUNGforever youngi am going into my third year of college.
WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN
since when did i become so old? when did everything become more about money, jobs and relationships and less about having fun? was it when we were 15 wanting so badly to be just a little bit older? or was it after high school when we learned how to be our own people and live without parents for the first times in our lives? when did life stop being so easy-going and spontaneous, and start being so planned, organized, and too damn real?
WHY DO WE GROW UP SO FAST?!
that's what i want to know.
i don't care what anyone says, i will always be 16 at heart. |
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| - If You're Not In It For Lovesummertime.Well, it looks like we're half way through the 20th summer of my life.
And really, there's not much to say about it except that I have the greatest friends on the face of the earth.
I'm considering doing a brief photo update on my next day off (thursday). Only if you leave comments though.
BYEZ |
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| - Black Betty so i guess it's time for another entry....it's been 3 months
GOOD NEWS:
SUMMER
IS
HERE!!!!!!
i'm not sure if you know this, but summer is hands down my favorite season
WHY YOU ASK?!
1. flip-flops
2. no school (kinda)
3. sunshine
4. beach volleyball
5. my birthday
6. sleeping in
7. sunglasses
8. road trips
9. driving around
10. casually staying up until 4 am because it's just the thing to do
11. the 4th of july
12. western days
13. seeing all my bff's again
14. bonfires
15. rainstorms
16. freshly cut grass
17. basically anything else pleasant and good you can think of!
So, I'm not sure if you heard, but my big 20th birthday is coming up. I'm not sure if this is normal, but i have an intense fear of turning 20. i never want to stop being a teenager. i wish i could just keep losing years for the next 5 instead of getting older. getting older means more responsibility and the less acceptance of immaturity. both things that i am NOT into. i'll forever be a child at heart, but it's just getting smaller and smaller as i grow up. so basically, i have decided to not acknowledge that i turn 20 this year. instead i will be turning 19 part II. i feel like i should just give this age another chance, since it was one of my favorite years. 
That's pretty much all I've got right now in terms of a Xanga update. Sorry. I'll try to update more frequently this summer, since I'm sensing a re-birth of sorts in the Xanga world.
have a good one 
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| - (talk about the best dance hit ever-some girls dance with women) xanga is soooooo dead.
but i just want to show the world how we do birthday parties:
is it just me or are we celebrities in hollywood?
yes, that's a limo behind us.
yes, that was for a 20th birthday party
and yes, we are really that cool.
you all just get ready for the 21st's to come. they'll be wicked crazy.
sidenote: denise and i are having a big double birthday party blowout....i guess if you're lucky enough to know when our birthdays are then you'll probably be there? 
have a good one
AND HEY, leave a comment? please? |
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